is it worth waiting for

At times I just gave up but at times I ask myself to give it a try but he always kicked me away. I feel so useless. Am I a boring companion? He will just scold me as and when he feels like it.I'm not a rubbish to be treated this way. What is it that I am lack of? It seems to be Im lack of everything, everything that I have done is not enough. At all time, I try to please you. At times I feel like a dog by the way you treat me. Have you forgotten everything good about me that you seems to remember all the bad stuffs.?

I'm all crushed. Again and again, I cry endlessly. Don't you know it's tough being a girl.All I ever wanted is you. If you could be least ego, I would sacrifice all the pain.Indeed, i have been sacrificing so much for you.

Please get my msg everytime.I miss your touch terribly..