bad apple

Both me & zahra went to visit linda as she has given birth to another baby boy. I wonder when will i have and get the same feeling like hers.She has grown bigger compare to back then when she was in secondary school.. What makes a mother to grow that big? Happiness? hee.. Linda, we will alwasy pray and be there for you when you need help okay.Dont be to stressed up with your sons.

Went to somerset to get our accessories. Separated with her cause her bf got night out. i understand how amin feels, let him feel your love my dear. anyway, khayrul want to send me jb? how shocking is that?

i really appreciate your help khayrul but you know i dont want others to talk again about how unappreciative i am because i don't know how to repay your kindness towards my family. Ive given your family much disgrace.

If they know this, im sure they gonna be mad at me because im not being strong. Im sorry but i love him and his family even though he look down on me, and such.Im still appreciating his mom's love. i wished i could hug her and weep my tears but again, they were there..

khay said he wanted to confess something.. i wonder what and to who. i shall not ask to be a fool. I saw his pictures.

Really, everytime when we were together, he will be busy with schools, assignments and soccer..less outing with me.. Now that he no longer with me, he no longer schooling.. but working.. he still got time, i think almost of his time is spent with karen and his gfs. watching movie and bring such places whilst when i was with him, i always have to decide. Shes aint boring cause she's beautiful and shes just a friend so theres no engulf..mine is different. u always find me as a bad apple.