saddest news ever

It's been too long that i was left hanging. month has passed and i didnt not keep track.
you're such a nice friend whom i can't let go of.. but i want you to find me if there's something going on wrong. i will be there.

i dont think i have to

So you no longer ask me out. must have been busy with someone. I guess you must have slept with her as well.

Town , Swensen's and bowling yesterday!

This guy cheat my feeling because the plan didnt happen. So went with plan B. That was an impromptu outing.

shit happened! WHAT HAPPENED TO BOWLING DAYS??!! WHY IS IT NOW ALL ZERO!!??
and i dont understand why must you be so hard to punch me on ??and what am i?punching bag?? try doing it to you beloved gf la

is it worth waiting for

At times I just gave up but at times I ask myself to give it a try but he always kicked me away. I feel so useless. Am I a boring companion? He will just scold me as and when he feels like it.I'm not a rubbish to be treated this way. What is it that I am lack of? It seems to be Im lack of everything, everything that I have done is not enough. At all time, I try to please you. At times I feel like a dog by the way you treat me. Have you forgotten everything good about me that you seems to remember all the bad stuffs.?

I'm all crushed. Again and again, I cry endlessly. Don't you know it's tough being a girl.All I ever wanted is you. If you could be least ego, I would sacrifice all the pain.Indeed, i have been sacrificing so much for you.

Please get my msg everytime.I miss your touch terribly..

i dont like ignorance


i want to feel love again.i feel so lonely now. i have no one to say i love you.i have no one to hug.i cant hear anymore of "baby"...

i feel so upset yet happy.. everyone is getting engaged and married.. but im left with no one.. i want to feel happy too like u are now

bad bad bad apple

I had a tough time at work thinking and wondering about all stuffs. I really lost my locker key this time round and I had to skip my meal because I had no money with me. I just slept and continue with work. Was really thirsty but I dont like to borrow other ppl's money. I'm hoping for may to end soon. They say whoever work for a year would get extra 1.2k. I want to have license and I want to clear my bills if possoble.

Last two days i told my mom how nice to have my own house.. she said if only im 21.. i seek for permission to have my own house on my 21st birthday.. she didnt promise but she somehow agree ro it. Im gonna work hard.I wish i had a child with me to accompany me eventhough i have no husband.. hahaha. how wonderful to have someone by you.

Rephrasing to his sentences, would it be nice if theres someone to hug you..
because at this point of time i feel so lonely and feel like tearing..

such a bad bad bad day.. i search for my key high and low but still i couldnt find it.. maybe it reflects on my life.
things that has gone will never come back...

weaknesses

I have so many things to share, to tell and to cry about.
but i need to more time.

i wanted to ask you for a hug. i wanted to hold ur hand or shoulder as i talk it out but i know you will surely feel something is not right.

now, im crying knowing everything is too late

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