Reminiscing

today i posted alot cause i have nothing better to do. i cant talk to myself so i talk to blogger.. since no one is reading it too.

today my mom ask what i want for my birthday.on my mind there's only him. i replied engage on my birthday. then she asked next month? then she said the guy family havent ask.. i smiled and walk away. smiled cause i dont want to show.

in the taxi, i came to remember all those beautiful & wonderful times together. i miss everything. I miss how they laugh at my stupidity and clumsyness. i miss the way he teases me. i miss the way he laugh at me. i miss kissing his forehead when he asleep. i miss pinching him. i miss karaoke-ing with him. i remember i tried to make him laugh by acting stupid dancing with broom and he singing with shades and holding on to cup of glass. i miss every ways. why do i have to cry in the night.

are we really not meant for each other? then why does HE let us meet at first. why.
bila kusedari diri disayangi, langkah kaki ini makin berani. bila terkeliru ku ucapkan namamu.

have i said this, you are the light when the darkness fall. you showed me path so i wont get lost.

today, i chatted with his mom.
View your entire conversation history with this contact

sue_1605@yahoo.com said:
kak...
syella said:
yes
ika
i waited for u dari 2pm..
hahah

sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
shila!!!!!!!!!!!!
syella says:
weewiit.. jap, ni sape? ika?
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
emmmmmmmmmmmmm
lupa ke
syella says:
ah . mami ke?
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
rasan
syella says:
a hha.. memang la mami kan..
a
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
sape lagi
ika da alik
syella says:
a h.okay2. tadi die anta msg, skrg baru perasan
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
tk keje/
ka
syella says:
niari off day pasal besok keje malam..ahhaah
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
oic
syella says:
best kan..tapi skrg i kat np
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
tahu tadi ikut
syella says:
ikot?
gi mane?
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
ha tk tahu ja
syella says:
jb la ni kan??
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
bukannnnnnnnn
syella says:
merayap? or rumah customer?

sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
customer apa lagi
syella says:
i punye cartoon ketawe,lagi cute..
mami da start maid agency eh?
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
blmmmmmmmmmmmm
lagi sbk ada confinement
alik da mlm sian
syella says:
kesian nye.. relax..
tgh buat pe seh?
boring seh...
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
apasal
ops mami lagi bual wit baba
dia dtng sini lagi talk 2

syella says:
.ok2
go talk.
i nak tanye pasal i nak amek course..nanti i forward kat u.
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
ok course
explore is for ur own gd
keep it up
syella says:
BASIC DEPORTMENT & GROOMING COURSE - $450.00
Deportment (includes body language)
Personal hygiene
Figure control
Make-up for day and evening
Skincare
Manicure
Social etiquette
Fashion sense
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
so u can b better person
mami pray for u
kata anak mak
e he
manicure ok but aft dah bgus jng buat jadi boss
syella says:
ahaa h
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
cos mani n patdi u alway buat nanti ur hand prb
syella says:
ade make up class jugak
a
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
coz byk my cstmer run all dat
come back to me kesian mami tengok
syella says:
tangan semua lembek2 kan
heee
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:

num
syella says:
PROFESSIONAL MODELLING COURSE - $650.00
Only graduates from the Basic Deportment and Grooming Course will be accepted
into the Professional Modelling Course. This advance course is structured to prepare
a student for an illustrious career as a fashion and/or photographic model.
8 classes of 2 hours each are held weekly, covering:
Catwalk technique
Photographic make-up
Photographic posing
Modelling
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
skill no 1 can take
syella says:
yes.since banyak free time
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
kan mami da bilang dulu make up artist is e best
can make it
byk org kawin guna kan
n if ada duit can run studio
syella says:
yes!
tulah.. ni die ade ajar everything
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
ok if u rasa u can comit all tis ada safe jugak
all depent how u wanna run
e course pon tk m l okla
syella says:
duit nak run studio, i takde la.. kalau org stakat suro make2 up for wedding ke photoshooting boleh la share2 kan..
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
boleh for first move
b urself
so frm der u learn
n b murtured
pape can talk to me feel free
no prb
syella says:
ada bim
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
asalkan jln yng betul
bgusn
if u rasa i like ur mum
mane 2 im ok
syella says:
apa ini macam?
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
apa ini macam
pe sey
syella says:
ahah. kalau tak, takkan la i tanye ur opinion..
i tanye my mom, die ckp topic lain
sue_1605@yahoo.com says: mayb dia tk phm
dia kan tahu nak masak2
syella says: pada die,duit tu save je..tulah.die tgh plan nak bukak kedai..tgh cari tempat.
baba kat sane? tgh buat pe?
baring?
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
dia lagi bual luarkan perasaan sian
ok
bgus jugak
syella says:
alah kesiannye.. okayla. kirim salam kat baba. bilang baba tak perlu risau2 ke pening2. hidup jalan terus.. h
takya stop2.
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
stop nafas tkda hee
syella says:
ha. jangan.
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
beh nk camne
syella says:
i mean jgn stop2 to think fikir2..
a h
i ada gamba baru<
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
u pray kan mami jugak
if wat ever mami run business
maju is gd
i wanna plan lain so u learn take it
syella says:
no worries. mami kan bagus in running business. semua org will pray for you so that everything will go smoothly
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
so i nk u run yng mana stble for u 2
mami naikkan my to children so u pon my
mine
hope for e best k
tk mau blurrrrrrrrrrrrr

syella says:
jgn la ckp macam gini. mcm sedih je. jangan risau2. things will go smoothly ..
slowly.
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
blur rabon tkpe jng lain
syella says:
a ha
naughty eh
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
gd kan
people change one day
god bless
syella says:
hope for the best je. bismillah
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
amin
da go sheep
syella says:
i nak cabut uban my mom.
u take care
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
bsk mami ada custemer
syella says:
banyak
?
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
u to kirim
smlm mami turun uma cik biba ur mum da alik
mami dtng lambat cos uma org dtng
syella says:
ouh.. i baru tau. i baru tanye my mom. my mom tanye u tak pergi ke..i cakap u pergi lambat.
eheh
okayla. mami talk to baba. kesian baba.. tgh sedih..heh. anything can msg
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
dia da sheep pon mami pon b gd nite sweet dream
syella says:
hah. goodnight! yes sweetdreams. nanti i jumpe u dalam mimpi. tata
sue_1605@yahoo.com says:
muazk

syella winks:

Play "Kiss"