you strengthen my heart when its weak.

I was contented for sometime.
I wished it was you who I need to sit next with.
They were so lovely that i felt like crying because i cant have it the same. both were white and black.
resembles our life, past and present.
if the past would make me happy i would live for the past and die for the present.
As i was riding the sky ride, i wish it was you who spent that day with me for it was our anniversary. i know you dont remember all this but i do. all the small things we did, been haunting and clinging onto my mind. maybe you forget but i dont.They were too sweet that i wish i could do the same to you but better. i want to be the one who feeds you when youre sick, massage you when youre tired and aching,listen to your rants when youre angry and happy, talk to you when youre bored. but sad to know all this while i was just a boring gf.
i wish to have you again.
few more hours, i gonna face the judges. i want your words of motivation to strengthen me.