At this point of time, i feel like jumping off from this building.Why is it hard to live happily without anyone trying to ruin the beauty of life.I don't want to hurt him and his family.I always want to help him but other people from outside has been putting poison about me.Why is it this way?I was shocked when i saw his message.I really have this blog on my own.No one knows.Why is there people who wants to break my relationship and friendship.What have i done or what are they jealous about me? Please, i want to live longer, give me this chance to live and have a happy time despite the break up which have destroyed my heart.I miss him and those moments i had with him.Why are you breaking it?I was just sharing how she feels because she was really upset and said she didn't like that lady.As much as we understand, close because she is helping him with work.As about you, you work with her everytime. okay. maybe the colour that you chose is always the brightest and nicest of all.Im the dullest and ugliest of all.You only need me when you need to darken the shade. but i know you longer, shouldnt i be the one whom you will look fow when you are dealing with problems and such. your reasons are rationale, mine too.but whatever it is, how you guys gonna look at me now,im okay because i leave you to judge.
i think i have shrunk. i think i have lost my pride.In fact, i have lost everything.
As much as i want you very much. i miss your touch and how you bully me. i cant have you anymore.everytime i saw a couple, i cried and walked as fast as possible.i dont want to be noticed for crying.when we are single, we tend to see happy couple.
i want to have someone to look after me. show me love.
i feel so disappointed with my life now. never get better.
at times i feel like killing myself. and bid goodbye to everyone.
another 6 days, i gonna turn 20. i want to celebrate with you, thats only a wish that no longer can be fulfilled.
i long for your "baby.."kisses.."\
baby, i want you back.
i love you still, khayrul.
but she asked me to take u as a hi bye friend.
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