Wednesday, April 7, 2010

i saw that doll is no longer on your keychains.everything i bought, is no longer by your side,its kept one side.

Leng is still in singapore surprisingly.
These few days I've been nausea and weak. Could be due to less intake nowadays. I can barely eat and sleep after all these rollercoaster rides going on.I need a break.
Pay day, quick come by as I want to go there by myself.And goodbye singapore.
I need to bang my head hard on the wall. I just want to know if it was wrong to love you.I've been sleeping for 2-3 hours only.I want to sleep all the way and live in dreamland.As for now, my feet is still swelling and I have no idea should I work of take mc, mc will bring bad reputation for me and I will not get any incentive. hehehe.I want to work work and work. Earn money for myself,save and go far away.Before that, I want to enroll at woodlands provided i have enough money.

shit, i typed so long and to know my internet dc.

I miss you is all i can say now.I don't want to end our friendship.Even though they said, don't even call this a friendship. I didn't say anything bad. I just said you left me by not giving the chance to look at you and hug you for the last time.That night, you left me hanging behind that enclosed door, tearing away. I was close of jumping down but my mom and grandmother came into the picture which stop me from doing that. The road was clear and there's no car at all.
I want no one to intrude with my feelings and life.I need a break before take amples of dosage. urghh.

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