Menjauhi diri

Everyone says, he doesn't deserve a girl like me and she said he don't respect me as a girl.
Why do i deserve this after all the things i have done? I've gone through alot. I sacrificed my time for you and family to only know i am nothing to you. I am more willing to help you by knowing you as a stranger. Because knowing you as my past or maybe a friend which i don't think it exist in my world, it's just going to hurt me deeper. But knowing you once and twice was great and really help much to me because you open up my eyes and see your true colours instead.You are my past. I've always hoped for you to be my present but looking at my future and you behaviour, you going to repeat this and I am going to go through the same old shit. You shitted on me and you played with my feelings. I have never thought you are this bad and you just dump your friend aside after having a new friend or partner. A big applause to you. I am no one thus the avoidance and ignorance I get. But my kindness will always be there for you. I will help you if you ever needed me regardless of those harsh words and such.

Happy for you khayrulhayat.

As for cik Aida, she must have gone through alot too. Eversince cik nory is close with his mom, she is being left out and not noticed on that day.

Same boat. he is treating me this way.

still i love you. you were there by me at all times.