a broken glass

I can't fix back a broken heart.
I feel so much envy whenever i saw couples having fun and loving each other.
Why can't i own the same.

I hate to cry and cause myself to be hurt.. but thinking of you, makes me cry harder. i always wanted you to be by me. understand my situation. when are you going to open up your heart for me.. chances is all i need to proof you.
im sick of getting sick.

i had a quick talk with caroline, she said, what is meant for you, will always be yours. don't chase after him, he will come. don't ignore nor don't msg. -haiz,you its hard. the more you want it, the more you wont get it.

Ku ingin bersama mu, kau berjanji menjaga hati ini.

you said even though you have a gf, you will still bring me out. but you seems to forget abt me already. you neglected me.you have become very bold.

you have karen to fill up your heart,now..

you just pushed me far away and now i feel im useless and should go far away from you.

they were mad cause i went to his house to help his mom to look after the house, give the cats food..then i help to fold clothes and water the plants. they said they are nothing to me, who else will do if im not ard..

i said i do it sincerely. io have nothing against them.

fad, what is wrong with you? why did you suddenly ask me to forget about yat.???! add on to my anger.why did you asked if im stil sleeping over..???
i know it, i know when to forget him.. just that the past is still clinging on to my mind